I will be something more than the ED

Right now, I am scratching and clawing my way to avoid b/p-ing and trying to eat according to my MP. I know, like I have said before, the road to recoverED will be difficult and long. But I know I want my life back. I want to be more than the bulimia, the anorexia, the self-loathing. I want to be a rider, a true equestrian. I want to learn and have the energy to be curious. And I will do what it takes to beat this disorder and I will achieve.