That's Right.

I am that weird. So weird, the people that I always thought could at least "get" part of me, don't get me any more. I guess that means I feel alone. That's probably why I cling to professors. They make much more sense to me. I don't really understand why. It makes sense, my argument about recoverED makes sense, strong assumptions. But it isn't a fun argument. I argued that there was something fundamentally different about people with EDs than people without EDs. And I argued that people don't know themselves or the world in which they live. It's unsettling. Most people find it scary. I don't. I have no clue why. Maybe I am deluded, but it is a deluded that works for me.

I do, I feel alone.